Janus is the god of duality and new beginnings with the ability to look at the past and see the future. Opening new doors for fate to reveal herself. As I of dual Identities, living a double life where the latter sees and moves by the former yet it finds shelter in the shadows terrified to be seen. Finding ways to escape this prison an open door perhaps or even a broken window. Watching out for broken glasses, creaking floors and doors, sneaking out to live the latter life where I can find acceptance, joy, and love to the fullest of my heart’s desires for the latter is my truth but my former isn’t false. I am my former but is it to the fullest of truths? the former and the latter of my identities battling day and night trying to make decisions that’ll appease the people around me. But which do I truly value more the latter? The former? Or the people around me? Even I am not sure anymore.

So come with me as I reminisce my past, travel the journey of my present and look forward whilst being afraid yet trying to be brave on facing my future, all of the mystery it holds will be my strength and weakness.

Two identities as I consider to be truths but what if the former is a facade by the latter trying hide the truth, or is the latter the transformation and revelation of fate herself to the former? This is why I created this blog for does who dare to see a reality full of fear and doubt but still finding acceptance, joy and love along the way. This is my reality, this is my truth, this is my secret life.

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